Lonely StumbleLonely stumble through thickest hazeLonely Stumble
Beseeching darkened thicket and dusky lea
Feet beckon in a daze Yonder darkness ,eyes don't see
Shade and thorn prickle fear Rampant panic stamping Steadily beating all to hear Despair a jaw clamping
Grasping at demons lair Fingers flailing failing me Final surge in dare
I step to resilient glow, a light at sea
Gloomy Winter's ShadeGloomy Winter's shadeGloomy Winter's Shade
Dark, dead, desolate, dreary
Listless, lifeless, death
An IllusionI am an illusionAn Illusion
A farce in cheap disguise
Fears have bound body and soul
to this drudgery of applying a facade lacking glittering hues which mesmerize eye but repulses one
Even I am loathe to
behold that shattered self behaving like and unlike me Its unclear whether this be truth yet is seeps deceit
for it robs me of my spirit which submerges under such heavy guise Life need be lived I cannot go on
living under false pretense
Pain of understandingWhy dead and not alive? Why should one perish in the blink of an eye? And why should the other slowly fade in pain and suffer the spread off illness?Pain of understanding
The one was never there for me. But still he chose to be there when his mind momentarily was clear. So I never should see his unspeakable acts. His mind haunted with demons and his feelings never intact.
But later in life when I moved away he started to struggle and his demons faded away. His mind now clear and with his life back on track, he wanted more contact and to make up for the past.
I now knew his love was strong and true. And I asked if he wanted t
Devious Journal Entry
Optimism
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A book is a mirror, we can only find on it what we already have inside us.
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